Where have you gone? I ask.
They tell me they've never left.
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Energy is never lost.
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I'm halfway to heaven and I don't know if it's where I'm meant to go.
and I don't know where to go. This house has changed so much since I grew.
and I don't know what to do. My heart is pacing back and forth.
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I'm not tired. I tell people I'm tired but I'm not really tired. Secretly I know it's something else and to be frank I don't know what it is. I feel like I'm trying to control the uncontrollable or perhaps I am trying to make sense of it. Tired is just not the right word.
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